A busy weekend, it is not.

I had planned on it being one of those well balanced weekends, full of socializing, a little down time, and some much needed organizational time. However, it now appears to be just about down time and organizing. Although I am not motivated enough to make it about organizing. I have a million and one things to sort, clean, busy myself with and yet I can't even get off the couch to make lunch.

I am so sick of winter and of this feeling. The blah that seems to set in every year around this time. I try to prepare myself, but it sneaks in and then sort of paralyzes me. I loose all focus and direction. I wonder if this would happen to me regardless of where I was living. Even on a tropical island, would there be a "nothing time"? I don't think I will ever really explore this, I'm not a tropical kind of girl.