I am back to the blog after many intense weeks. The intensity continues, but I thought I would atleast drop a line in reference to it.
I am in Maryland again with my sister. Aparently money wasn't going to just land in my lap out in San Diego. So, here I am no money, no job, no decisions made. The only thing that is certian is a plane ride to MA on the 16th. But the MA situation isn't great. My parents' houses are small and already pretty full, and my Grandmother's house was just vacated by Kate a month or so ago. I doin't think my Grandma is anxious to have any more unemployed slacker types roaming her house.
I am trying to figure out why staying anywhere near there is a good idea. It is going to be challenging to find work, especially the kind I can get to. But I did want a change. I did all this so I could experience something new. I am not ready to turn back to Vermont with my tail dragging.
My newest search takes me to nature. I want to work with my hands. I want to take a break from all of the stress of person to person interaction and I just want me and the land. Wait....I mean, working with people can be pretty great, but I want the focus of the job to be on the land. I want to see what direction a job like that can take me in.