So, I know I'm in a new place and I should be doing new stuff, but when a box came in the mail containing the last episodes of Felicity ever. I couldn't help myself. I had benn holding out on watching them for a long time. I couldn't wait any longer.
The show took a bizzar twist for the last few episodes and although I wasn't thrilled with the way the story was woven I was happy with the ending. Now, I know that I can get a little wrapped up in the drama of it all, I guess that's the point. I had a hard time not overanalyzing stuff later that day. It seemed like I couldn't just sit back and enjoy what little was left of the afternoon without thinking about the past I felt so far from, or the uncertain future that lay ahead. I was stuck. In my conversations with people lately I have been talking about the opportunity to explore uncharted territory in my life. At the same time I have been thinking a lot about comfort. Most of the time I just want to be comfortable. I want to experience new places and new people, I just wish I could do both.
When I left Burlington, my intention was not to allienate myself from all that I knew. I was looking for a change to get me out of a slump. I wanted to gain a new perspective. I'm not ready to go back, however I want the Vermont good feelings with me so I can take them wherever I go. That energy can be found almost anywhere, it is finding it that is the hard part.
Should I stay or should I go now...................
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